Late Night Overthinking

So it's currently 1:50 am and I'm browsing the Internet. My mind is wandering and the typical teenage girl in me is #overthinking So I thought I might vent a bit?

5 weeks till school...

1 book and project to complete..

What's with my friends lately?!?

Why hasn't she texted back?

Where do we stand?

What am I gonna do with my hair tomorrow?

Do you think about me too?

Do people notice that some times my smile really is a frown?

Does life get harder the older you get?

Am I singing to loud for 2am?

You're back but it's not the same..

I really should be in bed.. 

I miss the old us..

Things change... Sadly

Change and I aren't the best of pals...

How many people actually care?

It's late...

I'm gonna destroy my phone sooner or later?

Why do people act fake? 

I have 20% battery life left on my cell phone..

What else can I do to make my parents proud?

Bedtime?!

This is when I stop and remind myself that I'm me.. Fearfully and wonderfully made.. Things happen... People change and Life will go on

Night Lovelies!!

QUICK WRITE

A Quick Little Post:

So Tuesday was my little sister's birthday... she is 14 now!! Anyways she has a 8th grade formal coming up and she needed a new dress. Sadly I was BROKE!! We went to my favorite stores where I was tortured by sales and cute clothes. So following my summer shopping resolution which is to focus on buying tops and shirts only. I saw so many options. I thought I might share some outfit idea's that I am loving for the summer. THANK YOU TUMBLR!!

So I really am loving the Peter Pan collar. It's a trend that I really am starting to see and you can even make a Peter Pan necklace if you don't like it being attached to your shirt. Maybe I will do a DIY post.

So I used to adore the black on black converse but now.... I really want white converse. They are perfect for the fourth of July, barbecues and just chilling with your best mates.

Crochet tops. I love these. I walked into forever 21 and I saw one that called my name. Too bad I had no money because I would have been all over that bad boy!! Sorry ... went all awkward on you for a second. (:

OKAYYY I love this!! The colors , the shorts, and the sweater. I love the shorts. I would probably break my rules and buy the shorts immediately because they re so fun and cute!!

If you can't tell I am so pumped for summer!!! I love the colors, the shorts,and the freedom! I hope you enjoyed this post and I will talk soon.. BYEEE

Reflections

As this school year is coming to an end and as STAAR testing is coming up this week. BLECH ): I want to do some reflections and think about my life and how I've changed and grown.

1. Outfit Choices- I went through my closet and noticed that I have loads of jeans and not a lot of shirts. So this summer I will go shopping and buy more shirts than I do shorts, jeans ,and leggings. I made personal decision to throw out all graphic tee's. I thought it's high school and I need to dress for success. I realize now that this year I really dumbed down my dress for success plan. WHOOPS (:

2. Music- I am a Directioner (don't hate) I love 1D and that won't change. In April I have noticed a slight change in my music choices. I have developed a love for Coldplay, Ben Howard, Justin Timberlake. I still love Ed Sheeran, Little Mix and of course One Direction. I just have really adopted the lighter sound of music. The more Indie, Soft Rock side.

3. Blogs- OHEMG I really have gotten into blogs and vlogs. On YouTube I can spend hours watching one of my favorite youtubers show me a good haul, makeup tutorial, and more. My favorite blogs are my sister Jocee or http://thecupcakedictionary.blogspot.com/  The Cupcake Dictionary. My other favorite blog is my good friend Toyosi http://standard-t.blogspot.com/ or Standard T. HER BLOG IS SOOOO GOOODD!!! GO CHECK IT OUT NOW!!

4. Hobbies- I'm a dancer and after failing to make a dance team at school I was super discouraged. I now realize that God had a specific purpose for me and I am watching it unfold. I now have really gotten into make up, fashion, and BLOGGGING!! I know over time these gifts will develop. I still dance because it's my life but I now have time to read which is something I love. (Any Book Suggestions)

5. Friends- I have had to really watch who I give my heart to. I have had some friend issues these past couple of months. In the end I really learned a lot about myself and a lot about who has my back and who will always be there for me.

This year has been one of the hardest, most painful,enjoyable, and crazy year ever and I am excited to see what the future holds.

My Friend and Foe : NAILPOLISH

I love nail art. The irony in this is that I have the shortest nails known to man and I pick at the nail polish once it's on because a nail chips and I don't care about them anymore. I have the worst nail painting skills ever. It's so sad because I really like nail art. I would love to paint other people's nails but I wouldn't really care for painting mine. I have issues with my left hand looking like fabulous and my right... well let's just say It would frighten a whole lot of people. I really do want to improve though and the only way to improve is practice. I paint my nails constantly so I can learn what works and what looks good and bad. A few thinks I've learned is that you can use a pen as a dotting tool and cut and old nail polish brush to have a thin brush instead of a thick one. Of course I was dying to try it out and I have to say cutting an old brush works. The thing about using the pen as a dotting tool is the dots don't look right. So as a replacement you could use an old studded earring or stick an sewing pen in an pencil's eraser and BAM you have a more defined dotting tool. I hope this helps someone out there. I also hope all you nail polish warriors like me, keep fighting!
-R

UPDATEEE!!!

I decided I love my little blog to much to give it up. So I am going to keep posting and I'm going to add my new style. I will be talking about fashion, music, and my life. So if you still want to see my new blog here is the link:  http://rachels-rhythm.blogspot.com/ I hope you like it. I am still working on it!!! Okay now you know everything..... I think (:

I'M BACKKK

So I haven't blogged in a year or maybe more but I want you fabulous followers to know that my blog will be changing. I'm starting a new site I will link the site soon. It is going to be a totally different dynamic more writing, fashion, music. If you're interested check it out. I have grown up and changed a lot since my last post and I want you guys to get to know the real me. So PRETTY PLEASE check out my new blog. I will link it in an upcoming post. Love you all!
-R